Hello :)

Kinda long time didnt touch my comp lerh = no updates :(

Almost everyday full with homeworks.

Yesterday went for Merentas Desa Rehersal.

This Saturday gona have our rentas desa.

Sobxx T.T

Tired like hell :S

Many people ask me how is my school life?

Good ? Terrible ?

IDK >.<

What should I say?

Got the bad one and good one @@

Contradiction :(

Our Discipline,Ms.Choon~

She furious with us.

Angry about the responbility of AJKs.

Angry about the stupidnest of Members.

Angry about the school ruless.

Till now,till today.

She till don't want care us anymore.

I hate arguement.I hate the war between daily life.

I want peaceful.I want the joy and happiness.

I realy dono how to face all this problem.

Miao tired with everything.

I realy hope that I can did something than save everything from being like that.

But how? What else I can do?

Today I apologize to her,but I can feel her despair through everything she said.

To : Ms.Choon

   I know that we done the wrong thing.We are the head but we didnt did the best.I know sometime we are troubling.I know we are the trouble-marker.But you didnt depart of Board.You still helping us alot.Although sometime you say us idiot either stupid.But you still care us.Now without you leading us,we realy feel regret.Just wana say every human also crime.We just hope that you can forgive us and give some chances.The is the path we all need to do.We still respect you.We're sorry ;(

[ P/S : I know that my english are sucks.So don't blame me if there is anything wrong. ]

This month full of events.

Merentas Desa (16/1/2010)

Interview New members

Marching Lessons

Sports Day (12/2/2010)

New Year :DD

Just wish everyone here gambateh and happy go lucky :D

Nowadays kinda emo one.Everything seem like to be alone.Alone without hope my buddies besides me.Maybe I realy wierdo and care about Aimer' .Maybe I jeoulus and envy with you guys.I hate this feels.But I the one who choose this road.I pandan muka one.So just whatever.Speechless :X

Writen by
maggi

Monday, January 4, 2010

at 1/04/2010 08:36:00 PM

Oh yeah~
Uh huh uh huh~
I like it~
Uh huh uh huh~
Hoho xD

Today re-open school lerh.
Everybody back to normal life.
Came back to school life lerh.
Wake up early in the morning.
Bunch of tuition waiting for us.
Ushh~
Stressfulllll~

Grow older ady.
Woo seh man.
I'm sweet one seven now
But luckily i still got 4 months baru sampai my buffday.
wakaka XD (Evil laughh *)

I gona learn Car lessen this year.
So that my dreams come true boleh drive butt butt go the school.
Exciteddd * :D

Form 5 ady.
This year gona face SPM.
I told myself.
Hence my PMR results are not satiesfied,so I must score well in my SPM.
I must try my best to leave Malaysia with my results!
So this year i will pushing up myself.

NO GAMES.NO PLAY.

Must be serious facing on my studiess
So Jesus,Buddha,Allah,Vishnu all god~


PLEASE PROTECT ME :)


Today woke at early in the morning felt uncomfortable.
Because suddenly need wake at 6am worh.
Ishh >.<
Who called me holiday that time slept until 1pm punya.
Cannot lerrh.
Need changed away this habits lerh.
Keke :P


Hao lenn dong nya today.
Rain heavily in the morning.
That means I no need to duty more.
Kinda lazy to face my member larh acctualy -.-'''

Reached school ady start crowded with pupils.
Noisy and crowded.
Betahan >.<

This year study 5ScKuning.
But still located at the 3rd floor of blok B.
Most high punya.
Luckily Ning & Queen just next one stair gea classroom only.
We still can chit-chat one.
Clappp *

But those art class buddy,they located at Block A.
Much far far away from us.
Haihh ;(

Went to dewan help Tan gor arrange f3,f4 class and pelajars.
OMG~!

Hot like hell @@
Fast fast run back to classroom.
So scare didnt have any nicee place for us.
But this year I still sit with Earn and PP still sit with Suet EE :D
But our cordinate of sits much infront then previes year.

Oh yeahh :D
Good nya.
Wo jiu shi yau zhe yang~
Jiu shi zhe ge wei zhe ge wei XD

Forget when that Yong Jie came inside.
Oh my gosh.
Just like pushing us to the death line.
Blah on ours hairstyle and pinafore.
zzzzzz :X
Annoyingg *
Just ignore her barh.

Yess.
Today I did it.
Control my mood.
Mood till in 100% good conditions.
Didnt moody.
Didnt get mad.
Mission completed *
Clapp for guyss.
Clapppppppppp *

Maybe effective by my buddy barh.
Btw thanks guyys.
So maggi.
Keep this smile and mood until ever and ever orhh.
Wish you go lucky and cheeerrss :D

Okay.
Got to go.
Need continue on my homework.
NIteee.
Mwahhhh >3

P/S : I think I doesnt have any anger ady lerh.I forgive you both lerh.
So lets forget about the bad and cheerish for our memories orhh :)

Writen by
maggi

Saturday, January 2, 2010

at 1/02/2010 03:55:00 AM

3~

2~

1~

Happy new year~

End up 2009,start with 2010

Thought wana have a memorable and cheerfull new year this year one.
But unlucky things fool around it.
I trust everyone hope to happy happy pass this day,but i just had the worst day at the first day of 2010~
lOl -.-'''

I just can't expect I will kena.
Allowed me to be rude now at here.
If not i'm totaly pissed off and gona mad!!!

FUCK IT !! DAMN IT !! SHITT !!


urghh~
I cant voice this all out since yesterday till now.
Duno why I control-ing myself for so hard.
It's so damn suffering and painfull you know!!
Arghhh!!!!! The anger up to my troat even or you just kill me >.<


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Turn back to the 01/01/2010~

Flash Back timee... Tick Tack Tick Tack ...

We date together went to A box for karaokay.
Happyy moments at there.
Freaking nicee and enjoyable at there.

At night,took our dinner at Maple Sky Cafe that near A box.
Written some of my wishes on their notice board.
SHHHH :X
It's secret~
I know + God know = Heart shine *


Recently addicted to Truth or Dare.
Geh poh banyak,laugh banyak~
lOl xD


Around 10smtg,suddenly mumy ask me to go back.
She went to a party that held at Ipoh.
So she let me to bring along my friends to have chat either games at there.
Suddenly Q texted me.
She told me that she been scolded by family.
Damn it @#%CX*&$#$@@
It's New Year marh.
Scolded for what?
For shuang arh?
Chi ma gan punya >.<


Cycle in cycle out in moody.
Pass by 21st cafe.
Wah lau >.<
Crowded with peoples and saw many sexy mei mei dancing singing at there.
Betahan :S
Fulled with smokes and beers.
Chines says " wu yin jeong hey "
100% suit for the situation.



Almost all cafe at my place fulled with kamparians.
We wana find a place to yumcha also hard.
So a litle bit regret why we leave MAPLE -.-'''

When time also reached 12,we started to countdown.
But bored like hell.Tak lak itu New Year gea feeel.
Duduk di saja hanya minum minum / makan makan saja.

Dai lou,whats wrong orh?
Play game yau tak mau.Countdown pun tak enjoy.
Better balik rumah online or sleep lorhh @@
Also dono why,people new year is happy marh.
New hope new life.
Make dou like ...

Luckily saw fireworks.
But just for few minutes only zzz
Suen narh,better then no lorh -.-'''



After sent Q home,they came to my house.
Kinda shuang one norh.
All of us sat at the lamp side of the road side.
Talking stories.
Ning and Mok slept over my house.
Others went home ady.


Around 5stg,suddenly Leow and Aw call me.
Then I saw a police with them infrunt of my gate house.
DAMN IT >.<

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
WHAT THE HELL YOU BOTH DID??


Then the police said he saw Leow taking Aw using L lessen.
Deng~ I told them ady.
It's midnight,for what going there?
Moody not the reason man~!
Okay now clap hand lorh~!
Thanks for the 2010 presents for me~!
THANKSSSS


Acctualy the polis just wana take some rasuah.
Orhh.My mum awake ady.
Hor horh.
This time i totaly pissed off lorh.
In my world,I doesnt like to bring any problems/trouble to other peoples.
My parents or my friends.
It's sounds embarasing and the main is I CANT PASS MY OWN SELF!!
Do you know?!!


At the moment,I realyy feel wana to cry.But I controling myself.
Controling for not being such weak!!
I cant understand.
WHY U NEED TO COME MY HOUSE!!!
If for me,i'm in the situation.
Riding motor with passengers on L lessen.
I won't go home or go my nearest friend house.
I WON'T !!!


Then Leow keep turning there.
And the malay polis also very babi de.
Wan duit kopi say lorh.
Ask who is this who is that larh.
Whose house is this.
You suckss!!
Memang malaysia boleh -.-'''
And most exagerate is Leow gona cheat the police said he staying my house.
Wah beh ta arh.

That time i realy wana give him a slap lorh.
Just take me is tikus,sked the polis will kacau me others day.
How dare he say something non-sense without caring my feelings and situations?
You think who you are??
You just a friend of my life.
NO MORE !!
DAMN IT !!!


After that came one more polis.
Huhh~ getting even serious narh.
Want a bunch of polis riding on their ronda car with siren on baru shuang punya marh.
Let all my neighbours know about it.
What a shamefull.
FUCK IT !!!


Then my mumy called her friend that can help.
Acctualy I doesn't hope the uncle came to help us.
I dont want his help.I don't want to utang him!!


Then when he reached,he took the both polis yumcha at mamak stall.
After polis go,i sat at my living room.
I'm on fire that time.
I just wana to shout at them and shoo them away.
I doesnt want have such bad temper ady.
Moreover it's New Year~
It's NEW YEAR !!

Both of them came in and apologize.
I just kept quiet.
What can I do?
Nan dao u want me hang on smile look at them.
IMPOSIBLE MISSIONS!!


After my mum went up her room to continue her sleep.
Aw jau cycle back lerh.
Then Leow just sittingg there.
He still got face wana sleep over.


You know,at the moment.
I realy dont want to see both of ur face.
It so fucking annoying and feel wana slap you hardly.
But i controling myself not to do so.

Now I want to fa xie it all out.
Keep inside the heart realy touturing me.
But I dono what i'm stubborn-ing.
I rather I cry,scream,hit someone,or anything.
Or laugh like mental person i also dont care.
You know the feelings?


Anger on my heart!!
Hard to breathe!!


And one more thing please.
No matter what you two did to cover or apologize.
It's doesnt work ady.
Because you two totaly hurt me deeply.
Can I use hurt?
Idk :S

Writen by
maggi