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What should i do..? at 8/08/2009 05:38:00 PM



This week such a busy and hell week.Hate it muchh.

The 1st incident.Always scolded by my teachers.Blahh-ing blahh-ing there.I keep quiet and let them use " hurting words " tikam into my heart and brain.I won't forget it foreever!

2nd incident.School stuff.Non-stop.Asking more and more.I'm not a robot.I'm just an ordinary girl.I'm imperfect.I already try my best.But please stand at my position,can u all think about it? Why must be like that.? I already try my best to love the job,but you all make more even hate it much than before.I realy have no idea with it.reli no idea. );

3rd incident.He.Hah hah.At first nothing one.Wednesday we chit chating with lai poh.She suffer with her lovely.She confusing with who is the person she do realy hearts.? ACS or Sentosa she ask me.I said Sentosa.We all suggest her try on with Sentosa.She can do to ACS why not with Sentosa.? She say she dunnoe.I also dunnoe.

" 得不到的爱是完美的.无缺陷. "
Is it the truth.? Confusing * 1 week didnt contact with him.Recall that i lost a soulmate.? Along this few days,i'm learnt to be an independent person.
[P/S : THANKS FOR IT.I LEARNT SOMETHING.]
Start up with a wierdo attitude.No smile's at all on my face.

Friends asking me : maqqi,why yarh.? Stress with ur secreatry job.?
Me : No ( with a cool face )
Friends : maqqi , gam hardworking larh.? Ban yehh orh.?
Me : No ( annoyed them )

4th incident.I been choosen to attend a camp that about camp of the leaders.All the things are free without any payment.But need stay at JB for 1 week.Its sound good and interesting.But my mumy don't let me go.Because of the stupiak pucking H1V1 disease.Got what relate nerh.?I thought wana take it as a vacation or lesson to solve those stupiak non-sense mind thinkings that i torture-ing now.But now seem my planing all are gone.Pooop ** JUST gone like that -_-'''

Just in a short 1 week.My mood drop drop till negative position.Day day i need to use the FAKE* smile to face them.But they didnt caution about it.Maybe its a good things for me too.Because i no need to explain it.Lack of EQ or IQ to face everything.

Next Monday need exam ler.1st day exam + maths and chemistry those.Avoid touching my FS/MSN/BLOG larhh.Just can wish all my budd gambateh on exam narh.I can solve it before exam de larh.Hate to see myself with the stupid moody look.=X