Strumming Some Heartstrings


Wednesday, July 29, 2009
* Changed * at 7/29/2009 08:30:00 PM

Duhh.Finanly i got "some time" to update my bloq.Kinda miss my online time err.This few days,since Monday,my secretary ask me to type those paper work for incoming AGM that will organise when this Friday.=.='''

Among all of the Form 4
( those who going 2 be upgrade be the *NEW* AJK soonn,i think i'm the 1st person who start my work barh..?)
All these words are hanging around me :
maqqi , izit the post now all were fixed.? maqqi, u syok syok lu.Get such a high post.I hope to get a high post too. maqqi .. maqqi.. blahhhsss @@

They say i'm gona be the new secretary.Whn i know that i'm orientation my secretary,i got a feel said that :
huh.?wan mie.?i most hate secratary job.Its such an annoying job.Day day need to type larh,mistake jorh nid to correct it.Sumtime even need to meet the teachers for some discusion and permision
( tis week i meet mani mani times jorh =X )

But i can't even to reject or say any opinion to it.
Just can say ohh.okay okay.i''ll handle it later.Promise
Haihh.My budd was right.I can't continue to hate or ignore this job if i wana sucess on it.The 1st thing is i need to love this job.Learn to put more effort on it.Its acctualy not hard to handle.So now my new setting is
Love the job that given to me.Try the most best on it.Can create a miracle out. =]

Yesterday was called to type the sijil penghargaan for those gona retired ajk's.
Today was called to recopy those pupils names that asists 120+ ppl in 10 minutes.
Then went home need to type surat jemputan for those "lovely teachers"to invite them to attend the AGM.
When doing all this things,i have think.Am i a maid.?
BUT i stoped myself to think that,it such a selfish
mind-thinking,i can't let this worm appear in my brain.If not,it will harm me. l0l xD

I promise somebody there need to change.Can't always moody there like crazy lady
(sumetime crazy is my style.Haha =D Crazy ain't a bad things marh.)
So i think i can do it de.Now everything realy need to change.My attitude.My mind-thinking.ALL
SO GUYS,DO WISH ME GUD LUCKY YARH =)

Lets crapped about our blazer.After the AGM,we propesely change our uniform.
Changed to wear the formal unifrom.Maybe some of them admire is the kot ( i am tooo.shhh.xP )
Today mumy pick me up went to the autie house to take my kot home.The kot finanly is mine.Whn i dresing it up,it gives a feel that :
waliuu.Look much mature.Like a profesional person.urmm,something like office lady style.gaga xD


But tomorrow our mission is we all need to show to our chun jie jie whether is " her cup of tea " anot.
Hope she won't complain about it larh.Becaus its reli perfect for us already.
Boys side.They said their blazer looks lik the pyjamas.hahaha =D
Because we girls and boys made from different places.So the effect aso not same luu.
( Boys made de narh ,is much triple expensive than us.Relieved that we get the cheaper price.Hohoho x] )
Hope everthing might be fine along the road.Exam is gona arrived soon.
Sked sked err.Recently hard-working with listen to teachers teaching.Hope i can score higher marks than before.
Can't continue lazy liao.Nowadays ekonomi turn worst.=S
My mumy even blahs me said if i don't hard-working a bit.How do i can in college.?
Start the college life that i have been dream for so long..?
So i need to put more oil oil on it liao.
maqqi,u can do it de.kah yao ^.^


Got to end it up here yarh.Need to go for gao gao zhu lu.Fight against for tomorrow.
Writen by
maggi


Saturday, July 25, 2009
Give up.Sorry.Thanks. at 7/25/2009 09:28:00 PM

Heyy.Its weekends again.Sorry for my late update yarh.Just weekends i can spend more time to surf net.@@
Urm.Wana how 2 start my blog nerh.? IDK )=
Lets say about my life for this week.This week again under orientation.Everyday follow AJK and learn things from them.Nothing special and started felt lazy.Am i to tired to face them or because of their complains on it.?
I always tell to myself :
"Everything u wish to belong to you,u pay more effort on it.On day,God will pay u back with a beter one."
But why.? Is it the only challege that i need to pass through.? I already NO confidence to continue it already. This few days,i felt i changed.Changed to be a wierdo.Easy get mad on evrything.Easy get angry on everything.Easy argue with my babes and familie.I dont want this type of life.I felt myself so annoying T.T
Started to HATE myself =X
Recently addicted with 突然好想你this songs..

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音
不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於我自己 只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己
突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行 然後留下最痛的紀念品
我們那麼甜那麼美那麼相信 那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去
突然好想你 你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空氣 突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著不平息 最怕突然
聽到你的消息 最怕此生 已經決心自己過沒有你
卻又突然聽到你的消息


Songs reli miracle.Although its dead,but its can complete something that we can't do.It can make somone alive and sumone dead.
Yesterday,a past tense dust msn me.Acctualy i already forget this dust since we put the dots when the 1st January of 2009.I'm kinda shocked when he msg me.Thn i just chat chat for a while only.Duhh.Like that jau 7 months already,we lost contact.
Mayb god gave me a lesson about it.Sumtimes,sumbody is just a pass by person.He/She cheer up ur life for a short while moment,but HE will snatch them away from your life forever.forever.
So every second,every moment,pleasee learn to appreciate the things besides you.Once you lost it,it wun easily to be found.
He.?The new guy.I think he wun be myside anymore.Watever larh,single life more suitable for me a bit larh.Crush on sumone reli painfull.I dun wan 2 crush on anyone anymore.Mani people ask me,why i dont find a bf and try the ♥ life.But i think it still not the time for me to touch it.Timing problem =S
I just wana say sorry and thanks for everything.Now i need is an injection.I reli need it 2 awake me,awake my stupid useless mind.I can't think what i want now.Its just like the soul been fly away already.Duno where it's go @@
Writen by
maggi


Sunday, July 19, 2009
" langgar polis " XD at 7/19/2009 03:21:00 PM

hehe..long tim didnt update my bloggy aredi.Recently busy wif skul stuff..damn tired..everyday nid 2 stay back til four o'clock until five o'clock..thn nid 2 rush for my tution.Thn at nitex nid 2 do my humwork,thn slp..
everyday repeating the same thngs,thn every day those problem geting bigger n bigger =.=
aso duno wat is happening now. LOL

Ysterady my skul Anti Dadah Club organize a concert at Chung Hwa primary skul.Well,kinda mani ppl at there.Almost all the seat been crowded wif audience.Mayb is bacaus its a mini concert barh,thn the OC had invited 3 artist.1 is danny,n others 2 4get wat the name d.
(p/s : paiseh yarh..my memory low xD )

tis concert my besties, Queenie gt take participant on it..So we all go there 2 support her, giv her sum energy xD At this concert,i kip on accompany her, best frend uses in here marh =]

after the concert dismiss,we all went for yumcha.when we walk along the town,the whol road is silence.There's no car at all.lOl
so we all jau decide say : Lets walk n chit chat in the middle road norh??
( we izit a bit mental problem?? i guess so.haha xP )
that time,i texting wif sumone.I was thot my buddies is bhind me,so i jux walk walk walk without notice them at all..Sudenly, gt 2 polis riding motor n pass by.

Polis : Hey ah mui ~ Lu mau mati gerh ? Tau ini ialah jalan tengah gerh? Kamu mau mati kan ?
Me : ......
Polis : Kamu mau mati kan ??
Me : Soli arh soli arh..

After that,the polis jau drove away..We all jau apologize frum them..LOL
Damn funi nur,caus tis is the 1st time i meet the police..gaga XD
I firstly thot them will ask we took out the IC n giv us sum saman..But seem they didnt do so..So thanks god =D

After that,we continue our planing.Went 2 Taman Bandar baru yumcha.Bun loy we wana go 2 Gam Jing yumcha de..But its closed d..Of course narh,noe that tim is wat tim mou..? Is around 2am in the morning d..
If for daily gerh me narh,i'm surely being pig at there d..kaka..xD
Thats y i started additced 2 nites life.Its abosuletly rocks n enjoyable..
Expecialy wif the stars n moon hanging there..Streat without any busy cars and wind blow around me..
Woots,syok die man xD
But ysterday mani shop been closed,so we choose 2 yumcha at 21st.At first we all doesnt wana wish 2 go there (caus mani ppl say the veli rojak n blahhhss..) But we nope choice d..But we were lucky man,caus ysterday less ppl at there..So we nope nid 2 saw those mix mix~l0l
Kinda long tim didnt hang out wif them all d.Damn miss them de (:

Thn after we finish at our supper,we went 2 the smal padang there 2 king gai n enjoy the nite scene..We hav a lot of chat d..Leow , Vincent n Aw lik a small boys gam,play run run there..LOL
So funi narh whn saw them run here run there..kakaxx..Duno after we all graduated,til got lik tis geh scene appaer mou ?? Sumtime i feel i'm easy 2 get nostalgic on sumthngs..hehe =P

Start 2molo nid 2 fights gain aredi.Nid 2 be more tolerate n taugh than before.Nid 2 learn frum failure 2 search the next success.So lets gambateh barh.For u , for me , for us , for we all . I believe we all can pass thru all the challenge n be the best de. Gona end up here yarh =D

Writen by
maggi


Tuesday, July 7, 2009
change around my life ): at 7/07/2009 06:22:00 PM

Recently might less on9 ler..Caus nid put more concentration my studies d..
August examination is coming around..My mid-term examination hurted me and gib me a lesson d..I dun wan dispointed my familes d..
They awx scolding around me,bla-ing me,i noe it's jux 4 my own gud..My feature..
Next week i gona DEAD~ Caus i'm going 2 take my report card..SIGHHH..
no nid thnk aso can noe wat will gona happen..

Lets say bout hw is the new feek~

Sunday,my ketua(prefectorial board) he SMS all of the FORM 4,he said that tis week will start the interview of upgrade..

waliuu,whn i heard bout it,i'm shocked..its cume 2 faz..jus bling the eye,i been a prefect for 4 years aredi~

Rememb FORM 2 that time,me upgrade 2 a assistant leader of the afternoon session..Thn cume up 2 FORM 3,im been choosen 2 be a assistant leader gain for morning session..But tis time,i'm been interview 4 the post that help school 2 control the decipline~

I duno whether i can do 4 it or not )=

Monday that tim,whn i reached skul,i hab a look wif the board~gosh~i'm grouped into the 1st day interview..but lukily i'm not the 1st one LOL
thn we told that hab 2 list out a new AJK list accourding to the ability.Thn after back 2 class,me,earn,pp,thomas n poh yee chat bout it..
we discuss that hu suit 2 each post..
after our schooling time,started our dead line d..the 1st person is poh yee..hehe..we kip teasing her,make her nervous..so bad larh we.. XD
after wait 4 few hours,finanly my turn..i'm the last 2..keke..i'm sure the laz person will be the most pity one barh.got 2 stay back 4 so long =p
along the interview,i didnt hav any nervous feel on it..wierd larh me..
thn after i cum out frum the rum,they told me say :
maqqi,u broke the record..u been the most long insid there~for 25 minutes~
lol Whn i heard bout it,i jux smile that time..but i doesnt feel on it..quite a wierdo larh me that day..
B4 the interview started,i heard mani ppl say hu u will be choosen 2 be ketua..? hu u will be choosen 2 be timbalan..? n mani mani more..
At the moment, i loss confidence.i ask back myself.wat post that i will been choosen?i cant catch the feel on it.
indeed,i'm sure everybody will fight..who dun wan be the top 1..? human are greedy animal..if they reli wan sumthng,they surely will snatch away frum u no mather use wat skills or method..
they SCARY =S
I reli need confidence now..Where's my confidence...?
Since laz time til now,i'm til searching it..~
I got a high of patience,so i'm til believe that confidence is around me..
But nw,i thnk i can't do it..I'm started give up in everythng,even him~
Laz tim,i awx tel 2 my bibi them said :
HEY BUDD~ MUX TRUST URSELF YARH~U CAN GEH..ME maqqi SURELY 100% SUPPORT U DE =D
But nw seem its doesn't work on me~ duhh..wat happen 2 me..? I DUNO :(
Writen by
maggi


Wednesday, July 1, 2009
duhhh @@ at 7/01/2009 06:46:00 PM

So faz JUNE jau gam pass d narh.Since holiday ends,me jau less on9 ler..less blogging ler..but after start re-open skul,all thngs started changed..my luck aso worst jorh li =.='''

Lets talk bout hw is my life after re-open skul..b4 we start our holiday,was the exam week..so after 2 weeks holidays gona face the FADE of my results..walau,bad dou..I aso nope eye 2 see it liao,lukily that tim we prepare 4 our DRAMA COMPETITION~
so gt sum excuses 2 escape frum it..thn our competition we jux take no.3 for it..areadi expect its will happen d.Caus if gt S skul 1 day,we wun be the champion..so jux take it as fun n exprience barh (:

After that,4 sure mux back 2 normal life larh~back 2 class 2 start our lesson back.Ysterday,our class monitor Mun Kit pass the results list 2 us..
OH NO~WAT THE HACK IS IT??DAMN SUCKS N UGLY =X
They said gona take report card soon.Duhhh @@ Hw i gona tel my mum bout it..?
She surely wil gun me n JUX KILL ME barh~
Thn ysterdat given punish by skull stuff..for triple nerh,3 teachers in 1 day..~
Im cant believe i til can be so taugh at there.Mayb recently promise myself not 2 easy cry lik laz tim d geh relation barh..?Reli bad lucky =S

Recently me wif that si bian tai , seem start far appart d..mayb he is busying wif stuff or mayb he found a new gurl??
duhh @@ i duno~
watever narh,mayb is my chi ma gan mind barh??suan larh,dun thnk d..
maqqi , smile 4 life yarh~til gt long long road 2 go (:

Thn cumes 2 my friendship problem..tis week happen a sumthng can consider as a "war" in we tis gang~caus of a stranger gurl appear , thn BOOM happen..
walau, i aso duno hw 2 solve them problem.nw the 2 "mah lat lou" besong wif each other..aihhh,veli complicated narh~so small gas larh in our tis gang geh boys @@
Thn my besties,lagi worst..i cant see their =] on their face by natural d..
oh shitt.PLZZ faz faz change 2 normal larh..i reli in the JALAN BUNTU d..i dun know wat 2 do..im kinda sked the action,the way i talk,the thngs i did might hurt any1.. i dislik ppl hurt any1 of my important in my life..so i wun do so 2 them @@


2day mr.rafdi (My english teacher,he teaches us "IF" poems)
Inside the poem i lik the phrase that written :
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,or being lied about don't deal in lies;
or being hated don't give way to hating , and yet don't look too good , nor talk too wise.

jux i fall in lub wif this phrase..its encorage me..i reli dun lik promise if i cant sucess it..so PLZ don't ever promise 2 me if u can't..u jux a LIERR~



HOPE EVERYTHNG MIGHT BE FINE AFTER CROSE OVER MANI CHALENGE
I TILL TRUST THAT AFTER WAKE FRUM DREAM IS

BEUTIFULL gerhh (:
Writen by
maggi



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