Strumming Some Heartstrings


Friday, May 8, 2009
my buffday~ at 5/08/2009 11:29:00 PM

             TAKEN BY : 3/05/2009

生日快乐??对大家来说是不是一个很好的回忆啊??

是~每个人还很自私说希望每天都过生日~对我来讲,我一点都不喜欢我的生日..我这四年的生日,没有一次是值得去留恋的!没有一次是值得我去回忆的!每一次,我需要以笑容,以我对我的生日很ENJOYING 的心情去面对..

今年.我真的很希望我的整大班朋友一起陪我渡过..我以为我会在我生日时把大家聚在一起..让大家知道我们的友谊还在的~可是我万想不到,既然堕落到和4个朋友庆祝..其他人,也连我两个最好的朋友她们进营地了..本来我也有份进营,可是我牺牲了..因为我5月2号要去我校的LEO ANIVESERY..+ 上我妈米不让我去,所以我就没有参与了..茵告诉我说,本来她们全部营员有个打算帮我庆祝生日..因为营的日期是5月1日到5月3日的..他们打算说2号让我去,过后晚上时就找借口骂我,骂到我哭为止..过后呢,隔天就全部人烧红鸡蛋给我吃..可是,就因为我没去,这个生日计划就没了~

对,是我自己拿来的..为什么我不去营??去营不但可以学很多东西也可以有个开心回忆的生日..是我毁坏了它!!我自己!!她们3号下午将就出营了,我真的很期待她们会祝我生日快乐..我等了一整天..可是我像个白痴的人..在那一顺间我觉得我在你们的心中是什么??一个玩具吗??我真的有点怀疑了,我真的不怎么被你们重视吗??我已经没的属于爱情了..现在的我还不适合..我在想,朋友的用意是什么..我一直一来都告诉自己,真正的朋友虽然有段时间没联系了,可是当一碰面就有那种很开心的回忆..看起来也不会觉得尴尬..



这个月,几乎我们女生帮都恢复了单身的身份(我本来都是单身的..卡卡~)..她们跟另一半分了后就告诉我说 :

maqqi,我已经单身了..我可以陪陪你了..你不会寂寞了..因为我和你都是拥有同样的身份..

这句话,我已经连续听了三次..三次了..她们还对我说,她们现在才发现原来单身是件很好的事~

当我听到时,我真的有点不可思议.为什么刹那间,就改变完了??我真的有点觉得内疚..是我的生日还了你们吗??我真的很对不起你们..

" 对不起" 我不太喜欢常常说,因为多说它让人有个很厌倦的感觉..让人觉得很假假..有时不是每一句的对不起都可换来每一句的没关系的..如过你没心要去伤害他/她们那你当初为什么要狠狠的伤害他呢??

她们恢复了单身身份后,还是很不习惯,我也很不习惯..因为她们表面上的笑容是为了逗我相信她们..她们明明心是伤的,心是流血的,心是不好受的,可是有要坚强爬起来..真的不简单..

考试要来了,有点怕怕的..是半年考了..全部都要靠背靠写的..希望大家都能考出想要的成绩..

buddy,+oil oil yarh..i believe we all can do it de..kakaxx..

nw waiting 4 the holiday cum..thn can go trip trip orh..tis JUNE gt 2 trip got 2 4low..

1 is GBBM geh,n 1 is PREFECTORIAL BOARD geh..

thats all 4 2nite nia..nitex nitex..sweet dream..

WISH EVERYTHNG WILL BE FINE..

WISH UEE GUYS AWX STAY HAPPI NIA..

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maggi



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